Tag: growth

Echo XXV

I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do.
– Edward Everett Hale

I started a new job, moved across the country, and left most everything I know to start fresh. Been on hiatus for a while, time to recollect. Let’s try again.

While digging through a stash of old corporate wellness materials, I stumbled upon a book written by Nancy Jane Smith called, “The Happier Approach.” It honestly reminds me of one of those free books you’d get at church during the Easter season, or from a self-help seminar, or in one of those little lending library kiosks you see in small towns. The cover art is very basic, and said cover art looks like it was printed in 480p. Yet, I’ve thoroughly enjoyed working my way through it (insert lesson on not judging a book by it’s cover).

One idea that Nancy works through has stuck with me – the idea that accomplishing a goal will provide a sensation of calm and quiet, that we should be overwhelmed with relief that we accomplished something. Yet, rarely is this the case. That focus moves from the task at hand, flies past the joys of completing it, and transfers into the anxiety and stress of what is next.

Her justification for this is that we are validating internal needs with external stimuli. Meaning, the internal feeling of anxiety or stress or fatigue or exhaustion isn’t magically fixed by an external factor. Its the same idea behind “I need a drink!” after a stressful day. It’s a band-aid in lieu of stitches.

We are on this constant quest for perfection. 10 things on the to-do list? If we do 9 but miss the 10th, we feel more guilt about missing it than pride in accomplishing the other 90%. We fear the ridicule from our brain for missing the one shot more than we long for the joy of bullseye’ing the others. The quest for protection protects us from the fear of failure, but it also blinds us of the little victories.

What if we don’t realize the life’s first 9 until we miss the 10th? Think of all the little victories you’ve let slide by because you missed that last task. Entire house is clean but the dishes are still soaking – failure. All of the bills, but you forgot the light bulbs you needed on your shopping trip – fail. The kiddos had perfect attendance at soccer this week, but you were 15 minutes late to that birthday party – fail.

Don’t let the idea of constantly moving the finish line further and further away cloud your view of the miles you’ve already run. Take a step back and see how far you’ve come. See the successes in simply living, breathing, being.

Echo XXIV

“Life is true to form; records are meant to be broken.”
– Mark Spitz

I’ve been finding myself falling into a hole lately, one based in self-doubt and uncertainty. Loneliness, fatigue, poor choices, restless nights, so many things so quickly and easily compound these feelings. We watch our friends excel in things, whether it be financially, personally, professionally, romantically, the list goes on. We browse post after post of the “perfect life” on social media.

Yet, you are exactly where you’re supposed to be.

Whether you believe in fate or destiny or nothing at all, the place where you currently stand is exactly where you’re supposed to be. Yes, your circumstances can and are impacted by things like your choices, words, and actions, but those things all culminate in where you currently are. If you see things that need improving, take quantifiable steps to improve upon them. If you’re financially burdened, look into ways to better budget your money, pickup a side hustle like Uber Eats or crafts on Etsy. If you’re struggling with your being, find things that make you feel whole – reignite passions for old hobbies, start going to church, splurge on a gift for yourself, take your kids to the park that you’ve been thinking about.

Circumstances are not entirely yours to choose but they are entirely yours to embrace. Change comes intrinsically before anything else. If you can’t identify and work towards fixing things within yourself you’ll never be able to fix those outside yourself.

It is a constant struggle to allow yourself to simply be. Its much easier to compare to others and their journeys, compare our struggles and victories against their own. This does nothing but diminish your own efforts and provide them with nothing. Your thoughts, unless you reach out to Joe Schmo and tell him how much you love his life and hate your own, simply fall on deaf ears other than those of your own. Comparing your being to others has no positive impact barring the possibility it sparks a fire that pushes you to grow.

Seeing others and using it as inspiration is not the same as seeing others and using it as comparison. We are all on our own paths, keep your eyes on yours and yours alone.

Echo XXII

“Do the best you can until you know better. Then when you know better, do better.”
– Maya Angelou

Our experiences shape us.

The things we encounter, learn, overcome, are the things that define us as individuals. These stepping stones are what help give us our skills, our talents, possibly even our families and careers. We experience love and it leads to a family, we experience knowledge and it leads to a career. Yet, in the most raw meaning of the word, we truly form to our experiences.

The things we fear are most often due to experience. Whether it be our own, our peers, or a stranger’s on television, we feel fear through others experiencing misfortune or anguish. We develop our own reservations in regards to specific things. We may fear the embarrassment of failure, or simply failure itself. We need to learn to turn this fear into fuel, to realize that failure is simply a hurdle on the path to success. Without failure, we never truly know how impacting a win can be.

In a more literal sense of Maya’s words, we mustn’t let ignorance outline our actions. Far too often do we hear of one’s ignorance, the lack of knowledge on a subject, yet far less often do we hear their plans to change it. Rome wasn’t built in a day, it took generations to learn how and why the civilization was one of the most powerful in the world. The experiences of those before led to stronger armies, stronger walls, and a stronger reputation.

We must use the mistakes and downfalls of those before us to improve out reality. Never before have humans had such access to the successes and failures of those before us – libraries, wikipedia, the internet as a whole. We can learn how to build a birdhouse in minutes from a YouTube video, or how to make a proper beef wellingtown through the lense of Tasty. Yet we so often fail to force ourselves to do better with what we’ve been given, what we’ve experienced.

We must remember to take our stumbles and turn them into forward momentum.

Echo XXI

“The presence of anxiety is unavoidable, but the prison of anxiety is optional.”
– Max Lucado

One of the most important lessons I have ever learned is that you are in control of your mind, in the most basic of senses. Your body will most always be slightly out of reach (it will almost always choose basic survival over your personal wishes), your autonomous mind can be influenced by you. While your mind may be impacted by things out of your control – life events, chemical imbalances, surprise stress – your response to these things is always in your control. This response may be short lived, your choice to overcome and power through may be brushed away by the overwhelming need to simply feel sad, bad, or mad, but even then, you’re giving yourself the choice to respond in these ways.

Too often I see the joys of anxiety, depression, anger, etc., being viewed as a prison, as the defining trait to one’s existence. This doesn’t need to be the case. While these things may truly be unavoidable, this does not deem them your prison. We must work to overcome them through forced persuasion, we must find a way to make ourselves know we are worth more than the trials and tribulations thrust upon us.

Once you shift your thinking to view these things as simply adjectives, descriptors of your own-being rather than general summations, you begin to find freedom. You begin to chip away at the metaphorical bars that trap you inside. You take that first step to clean your room and do the dishes that have been piling up for days. You decide to leave your anxiety at the door and initiate conversation with your parents, your professor, your crush. You choose to leave the things you’ve deemed a prison and simply view them as unavoidable hurdles, stepping stones towards a stronger, brighter you.

Echo XX

“When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better, too.”
– Paulo Coelho

With this being the holiday season, the season of giving, we start to see an influx of people allocating time to volunteering, donating goods or funds to charities, or simply being friendlier to a stranger for the sake of “good will.” When we do these things, we only partially do them for the good it does the entity whom we are providing to – we do it because it gives us just as much benefit. We find self-worth in helping those less fortunate, or a smile from throwing a few bucks in the Salvation Army bucket outside Walmart.

While this may be a seasonal thing for some, it is a lifelong desire for all. Every single one of us aspires to be better. Your aspirations could be as basic as drinking less pop or eating less fast food, all the way to finding a new career to alleviate personal or financial stress. We all long for this sense of betterment, and with it comes an overwhelming “sprinkler” effect on the people and environment around us.

This shared improvement could be something like being able to more easily provide for your family, buy more gifts for your kids, or simply keep the lights on. Or, you could improve the workload and efficiency of other employees by joining their time and bring personal experience and talent to an otherwise droning workplace. The light you bring with you to any situation could be the light that brightens the tunnel, leads others to the clean, crisp air.

As we head into the New Year, keep these things in mind. Your goals of losing 20 pounds could have a snowball effect that provides you an easier daily workload or a few extra years of life to play with your grandkids. Waking up an hour earlier to knock out some of your group’s work or assignments could be the inspiration needed for others within the group to pick up their own pace. Your choice to quit eating fast food could lead to a healthier, and happier, life for your children or spouse.

A tree doesn’t simply go upwards as a single stalk – it grows branches, leaves, provides a safe place for birds and animals, and shade to those underneath it. Consider your birds and animals when contemplating change.

Echo XIX

“The only limit to our realization of tomorrow will be our doubts of today.”
– Franklin D. Roosevelt

Yesterday during Mass, our priest spoke on a topic that struck a chord with me – living life in past, present, or future. Now, to preface, this post and all other posts will never be religiously, racially, socioeconomically, etc., driven. During his homily, he spoke on how our society has grown to live within one of those three categories, and rarely in multiple.

It can be tough to differentiate where you, your individual being, may live.

Do you constantly stress about what is to come? Does the thought of your upcoming exams, quarterly review, anniversary, etc., make you anxious? Do your purposefully plan your life around how it will affect you 5, 10, 50 years in the future? Then you’re a forward thinker. You live in and for the future.

If you are stuck in things that were or have been, or if you are mourning, grieving, remembering, you are living for the past. This is a natural part of life, but we must remember it isn’t a permanent place to be. Do you constantly catch yourself reminiscing on what “once was,” about the friends you’ve had, family you’ve lost, or choices you’ve made? You are living in the past.

The present is the most difficult place to be, one that I struggle with daily. One of the most cliche things I’ve ever heard is that they call now the “present” because it is a gift. With the immense amounts of corniness that brings, it remains true. Living in the now is a gift we struggle to open just like the first gift we receive from a partner, or their parents. You know the feeling – everyone’s eyes on you, so excited for whatever is in the beautiful wrapped package? Another example would be the parting gift you may receive from employees before your resignation – time spent planning it, ordering it, wrapping it, all culminating in everyone’s excitement resting in your hands. Yet, even with all of their excitement, we remain nervous, knots in our stomach because all attention is on us with huge expectations. Now, replace the idea of a gift with the idea of our now, our present.

We put monstrous amounts of stress on ourselves to be perfect in the moment. To say the right things, make the right moves, feel the right way, when we could so easily step back and just enjoy the moment. To realize we are blessed to still be breathing, taking time in as it comes. To be a recipient of this beautiful gift, the present, rather than a relic stuck in the past or simply a thought floating in the future.

The hardest part is finding a way to make the 3 coexist – live in the present, learn from the past, and hope for the future. Easier said than done, but that’s what makes it fun.

Echo XVII

“If your effort is low, you’re probably not thinking about the opportunity – you’re thinking about the obligation.”
– Eric Thomas

Let me preface this by saying that Eric Thomas is the man responsible for the “when you want to succeed as much as you want to breathe” speech, so if he says it – its worth discussing.

So many times in life we are presented with opportunities, but we are equally presented obligations. To me, opportunities present an avenue for personal growth, positive change, etc., where as obligations are the things we have to do to simply exist. We often relate these things to the more droning, less exciting tasks of life (think bills, grocery shopping, tasks at work, etc.).

Yet, what if we had a shift to begin seeing the obligations as opportunities?

Every single one of us would rather put our effort, time, and money into opportunities rather than obligations. It is much more gratifying to buy that new “thing” that makes us feel special, the newest phone, shoes, car, whatever your “thing” may be. We get a lot more likes on social media posting nice things than we do from posting our $0 credit card balance or the receipt for our rent money order, which seems to be one of modern society’s biggest forms of gratification. You see a lot more already successful (or faux successful) people on social media finding fame than the little guy working his way up the ladder.

Yet, what if we began to shift to a differing mindset? “But you’re supposed to do those things! You shouldn’t get credit for what you’re supposed to do!” Why not..? Who said that was a rule? I’m much more impressed by someone who sees paying their debts off in their entirety as an opportunity rather than an obligation, or seeing someone drive an older model car so they can afford their night classes, than someone who flaunts their garage full of cars or closet full of shoes.

The other benefit of seeing things as opportunities rather than obligations is that it creates more opportunities. Paying off a credit card frees up more funds for the things you enjoy. Making sure your electric bill is up to date gives you the internet and power you need to do assignments at home and further your education. Sacrificing to send your kids to a better school presents them with a greater chance of getting into a good school and receiving scholarships and financial aid, presenting more opportunities to not only you, but them when that time comes.

We need to have a tidal shift in our thinking to see the possibly boring things in life as exciting opportunities for growth.

Echo XVI

“Growth and comfort do not coexist.”
– Ginni Rometty

This is a topic I have found myself coming back to on an almost daily basis. I can remember talking about growth so much in a recent interview that I felt I’d overdone it. Too often we find stagnancy – we do the same thing everyday, we go through the motions of what we consider easy and correct. Yet, when we throw a wrench in the machine we usually feel not only excited but fulfilled. That nervous feeling you get before an interview is something we should always long for. We all love the butterflies we get when we see our crush, yet we never think about the butterflies we feel when a big change is headed our way.

We should chase that feeling. We should chase discomfort for the sake of growth. We should constantly be looking to shed our metaphorical skin and move into a new one. Whether its something as simple as investing an extra few bucks a week into a healthier breakfast alternative (or saving a few bucks rather!), or finally ending a relationship that you feel has diminishing returns. We should always be seeking that uncomfortable feeling of change because it almost always leads to growth.

Stagnancy kills.

Those two words have been one of the biggest motivations for me over the past year. That feeling of comfort, of ease, is a killer. Working a job where you don’t feel that you’re being your best self, hanging out with friends that don’t long to see you succeed, letting your skills and ambitions fall to the wayside because its scary to push the envelope. That is stagnancy, and it will crush your hopes and dreams quicker than anything.

Change invokes an uncertainty of outcome. To counteract this, you need to have a thorough plan in place not only for yourself but for anyone else involved. You need to be certain that the pros outweigh the cons. Change is scary simply as a word itself – the outcomes of said change can be truly terrifying, the possibility of them not coming to reality or in a different manner than planned. The rewards, whether potential or confirmed, are the driving factor in most people’s decision to come head-to-head with change. You have to come prepared with a well-written road map, ready to trudge through the mud but come out clean on the other side.

Stagnancy kills, don’t be it’s victim.

Echo XIII

“If we each live properly, we will collectively flourish.”
– Dr. Jordan B. Peterson

Much like the beautiful masterpiece “We Are the World,” one of the highlights of both 80s music and hairstyles, says, we truly are the world. We are a collective unit on this rock, all working towards the same goal – happiness, harmony, and success. This blog will never be politically, religiously, or idealistically based. My religious beliefs, ideals, stances, etc., play no role in the thoughts I put it into these words.

Yet, it remains so true – we are all in this together. No matter your beliefs or outlook, we can’t go at it alone. We all long for family, friends, a sense of self-purpose among others. This isn’t to say we mustn’t excel in our own rights. To love someone else you must first love yourself. Yet, none of us are alone.

Nor should we want to be! The greatest feats of human power and determination were group efforts. We didn’t walk on the moon due to one person’s actions, or trek across the United States led by only one man. Humans are much like ants in that individually we are strong, stubborn creatures, yet we find success and unity through others.

Successful businesses become so through successful people. The idea may be of one – Oprah is successful because she wanted to be and made the necessary steps to reach it, Beizos and Gates the same – but the outcome is of many. While we may find success and happiness through a solo endeavor, a strong team and base of support is invaluable.

I have learned this over the past year. Without my team, I don’t know where I’d be.

Give it a try sometime – let someone in. Collectively we flourish.

Echo XII

“Well done is better than well said.”
– Benjamin Franklin

How often do you run into the problem of someone talking the talk, but struggling to walk the walk? This can be in anything, from your boss failing to lead after a required seminar on healthy leadership, to your partner saying they’ll do the dishes to lessen your load but they continue to pile up in the sink. As humans, we seek to fill a need within ourselves by making a promise of action, even if we know those words will never culminate in action.

If you say something, you must follow through. Period. Your word is everything. If you don’t put value into the things you say, wake up.

This is self-discipline. This is progress and growth. This is self-worth.

If you tell yourself that you’re done stopping at McDonalds on your way home, then stop swinging by to see ol’ McRonald. If you want to finally graduate college with your Bachelors degree, register for classes and get a side-hustle to help pay for it. If you promise your parents you’ll pay them back for some emergency loan, manage your finances enough to do so. Saying something means nothing if you don’t find the means to follow through.

Without action our words fall short. I can wake up tomorrow and say I’m an astronaut, or a doctor, or that I’m rich. Yet, am I? No. These things don’t evolve through words, they evolve through actions. Years and years of trial and error, hard work, studying – action. Successful people don’t become so through words. Successful people earn that adjective, that title, through action. The only people who literally find fame through words are motivational speakers and authors, and even they have a lifetime of actions to back them up. Well, and maybe the guys that make crossword puzzles… but regardless.

Don’t let yourself be known for words, they are worthless without a follow through. Tiger isn’t know for talking prior to the match, he is known for walking to the tee-box and winning tournaments. Life is the tournament, words are simply the press-conference following.